In Through the Out Door

Accepting Divine Irony

I’ve had an extraordinary spiritual transformation these past few days.

Faced with an unknown future, in the past few days my brain started looping the old self-effacing familial programming, “You’ll NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH!” (Never mind, my just-published book on Electroculture - a subject that has the ability to transform Humanity very quickly - is currently the #1 Amazon release in Botany! WooHOO!) I added fuel to the fire by re-hashing the many egregious mistakes I made in the decades when I was trying so hard to claw my way out of trauma. Tears flowed, ice cream was eaten (home made; I’m no longer a masochist!), and my energy plummeted as I spiraled into that all-too-familiar loop of depression. I recogized the pattern and said to myself, “NOT TODAY, SATAN!”

I picked myself up and went for a long walk in the forest. With every step I Thanked God for the gorgeous day, for the solace of the forest, and for the healing of my body so that I’m able to expand the boundaries of my exercise. I thanked Him for the trees, and flowers, and birds, and the dogs I met along the way. As the dappled sunlight pierced the deep green canopy above, caressing my face and comforting my soul, tears of sadness turned to tears of joy, and God flowed into all of my thoughts.

I listened for His words, and they came to me loud and clear:

“You are already doing the Work. You are already on the Path. You are already Forgiven. And you are deeply Loved.”

Hallelujah.

I am not sitting idly by, waiting for a miracle. In fact, I have taken exceptional action to begin creating the magnificent future I see for Humanity. I do not need to know exactly where I will end up, for God knows! And He will lead me there! And it will be MAGNIFICENT!!!

This learning to TRUST has been the most difficult part for me. It means absolutely relinquishing my rational, material-world mind / ego, becoming an antenna for God’s Will. It means being in a constant state of discernment about all information that comes through my perception and actively replacing negative thoughts with good.

The fact that Electroculture is all about antennas is hard evidence that when we’re following our passion, insticts and vision, we will arrive exactly where we need to be.

There is irony at play; God truly has a sense of humor.

As a young adult, I moved to Bloomington Indiana to go to music school. I was unexpectedly faced with a massive cultural shock - evangelical Christianity. Although I grew up and was confirmed in the Episcopalean church, religion never resonanted with me. I think in large part it was due to a reverend who was a child molester and probably worse; I sensed his evil ways even as a young girl. In Bloomington I continually met people who literally shined with the Light of God, but instead of inspiring me, it burned my soul. I recoiled.

There is one particular story from this time that reverberates to now. I was doing my student teaching at Edgewater High School (is is a coincidence that I now live on Edgewater Drive? Hmmmm). The teacher told me how at one point he was deadly ill. As his health declined, no doctor was able to figure out what was wrong. Then one day a friend took him to a Pentacostal service, where he was healed instantly. Like me, he had been removed from God… and in that moment, he was returned to God.

I came from a culture that denied these religions as the poor cousins of proper religion. The term “Holier than Thou” comes to mind. And so, I took in the information, the story, the possibility, and tucked it deeply into the recesses of my mind. Over the course of my life, I’ve heard several first-hand accounts of similar healings, through other faith healing religions and in large part this encouraged me on my journey to what I call Quantum Consciousness (transcending the Material World).

As it turns out, Elvis grew up in the belly of Mississipi Pentecostalism. It’s the very foundation of who he is. In the recent movie, one of the most powerful scenes was of him as a young boy experiencing both the rapture of juke-joint music (sexualized) and the rapture of a Pentacostal Revival.

In this current incarnation - as Pastor Bob Joyce - he leads a Pentecostal church, reaching an ever-increasing audience of people around the world who are hungry for his words. His sermons, I find, are profound, joyful, and ecstatic, as if he was born to be a Pentacostal Preacher. The term Pentacostal means “charismatic” and allows for a direct connection to God - no intermediary necessary.

The other day I stumbled upon a fascinating talk describing how Elvis never lost his connection to God despite all the Evil he experienced in his career. He was a voracious reader of all things metaphysical and esoteric, and at one point was on the path of Self Realization, ready to give up his career to become a Yogi (until the evil Colonel Tom Parker put an end to it). He often jumped up on a table and preached to the Memphis Mafia in the style of Pentacostal preachers, and - although many people will find this difficult to believe - instead of having lots of sex, he normally read books to his girlfriends.

Well, the irony is that it seems that God is leading me right back to Bloomington for another chance. I’m not even going to try to imagine what opportunities and experiences will be in store for me! I’ll just follow, continuing to strengthen this Divine Connection, and trusting that all will be well.

Note: I have needed to remove myself from the intel world. The constant researching and dealing with horrific information and trying to discern truth was negatively affecting my already-compromised brain. I am no longer posting to White Lion Conversation, and after I have been able to extract the feed for archival purposes, I will be shutting that channel down. My energy is now focused on writing a book about Free Energy, so the bulk of my social media presence will be at the Free Energy NOW!!! Telegram channel.

There is excellent information on White Lion Conversation specifically about healing from the jabs and the shedding of the jabs, so if that is of value to you, I urge you to go get that information ASAP. I will also create a post here, at some point in the future, that condenses that information.

In Unity,

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